Song-27

There's some things we don't talk about
Rather do without
And just hold the smile
Falling in and out of love
Ashamed and proud of
Together all the while


You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guardian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand

You can never say never
Why we dont know when
Time, time and time again
Younger now then we were before

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go

P.S. i will not let you go. but will you?

iamdecadent.

epiphany

i've got a startling perspective. gotta start studying.

iamdecadent.

hypertension

apparently i got "young hypertension" or high blood pressure in youth. i don't really know fully what that means, but simply put i might be gone sooner than i think. that will really be a relief for those who dislike or feel neutral towards me. just hope that you aren't those kind of people. i know i'm not the best person to be with, but i tried.

iamdecadent.

renew

i'm going to make myself stand up again. only i can make me do it myself. won't be thinking about other things that much anymore. i still like you, mun yee.

iamdecadent.

feburary

another month, another day.

iamdecadent.

regime

life in PNS is really... fun? i don't know, cos i've been through it, i don't feel specially inclined to rant/complain about the programmes. however, most of the bad times are results of people's stupid and selfish behaviour. that's when the shit's really going down. and it's going down hard.

i'm currently holding a couple of posts during the course of my training. it's all good nonetheless, because by that it gives me better (or so i've gullibly thought) chance(s) of getting award(s).

anyway, the thought of going in on the night of the second day of chinese new year really gets to me. really shatters my mood for the entire chinese new year. bleh.

whatever it is, i still cannot get over you. what is/was wrong with me?


iamdecadent.

clueless

what have i done wrong or didn't do to deserve this?

i need an answer.


iamdecadent.