Rout

i got 'told off' by my physics sub-tutor. but it was good, cos he sort of set me straight. he's a 'sub' cos he's not the main. but he's arguably better than the main one. in any case, i am going to start to pick up the broken and shattered pieces of my (academic) life, then start to rush. the smithereens of life... how could i have ever messed them up so badly...

DX

Request

do you people know what's rubbing salt into wound, applying butter on burns? if you do, please refrain from doing, or even mentioning the following, in front/ audible/ visible range of the affected personnels:
-saying that a certain individual is another's "favourite teacher (",)" (that smirk is necessary)
-upon the end of a certain lecture/ lesson, remark that it is time for a certain individual's "favourite lesson (=" (that smile is necessary)

as the list is non-exhaustive, may all childish individuals stop their behaviour and grow up. with at least 17 years of life experience, you should know what is appropriate and what isn't. when the tables are turned, it is to my perception that you, too do not want anyone to do likewise. no matter how much that you say you "don't mind", it is in your collective subconscious that you actually do, just that you do not, and will try not to publicly show it.

DX

Absolution

i am really sorry for updating my blog sloppily... in any ways or means, this shall be the post that i am going to talk about my resolution... maybe. i am not so sure, but it really seems weird to me that i am blogging about what i am going to become for the next year. as what's written here may just be a fragment of my unsound, sociopathic mind it is not really a true indication or what-not for the mindset i am going to havefor the remaining time in this year. however, one thing is for certain, that i am going to settle down and start studying by this friday. which is after the significant (to me, after all) 15th day of the first lunar month. henceforth, i shall after that day cut down on my idle time. that is what i had in my mind.

a certain individual is really fouled up to the extent that calling said individual 'fouled up' is doing injustice to those people who are (fortunately or unfortunately) fouled up. when you are doing an assignment, it would be really nice and appreciated that you do not put 'impression' into place. else where's justice? if you don't know what that means, maybe that said individual should go and read up more. said individual may not even heard of the term 'noise of creativity', where a certain flexibility in a regime will help indivivuals undergoing said regime to ease up a little. when people talk, theycommunicate. when people are distracted, it may be error on one's part that one is not engaging. being a control freak will never help in any interdependant symbiosis or what-not. when one has power, please put it to good use. not trying ways and means to restrict and suppress other individuals. when left alone, said individuals have one thing that you had presumed they don't - taking responsibility for themselves. clashes such as this are irrelevant and would be really unnecessary. what's more important that it impedes the individuals' impression of said individual as anormal, human being. 'how can anyone ever tolerate that kind of treatment?' they wondered. it is really below these individuals to actually make their grudges and unhappiness towards said individual materialise. if said individual happens to stumble on this little piece of article, put some of your (i presumed you have, and it is working and functioning normally like any other human being's) brain into working. that would be called 'reflecting'. this would mostly be all. you retard.

DX

tired

sianz diaoz these few days i'm really tired. don't know why... then summore the gp is getting on my nerves, but i'm going to *try* to finish it tomorrow morning, then can hand in... oh yeah, still got maths to chiong. but i dao-ed it. not with intentions, but it is just that i sianz diaoz, cos i din know how to do... will have to copy tomorrow too... this post sounds more 'flustered' than 'tired', but i'll stick to that name. wonder why some songs doesn't have their title reflected in their song lyrics/mood/tune? this post is something like that. except it is more boring. more bland. more plain. more selfsh.

DX

Song-16

Take a photograph,
It'll be the last,
Not a dollar or a crowd could ever keep me here,

I don't have a past
I just have a chance,
Not a family or honest plea remains to say,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around

Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad cause we are not allowed to be

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

To lie here under you,
Is all that I could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,
To lie here under you is all that i could ever do,
To lie here under you is all,

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Rain rain go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun,
All the world is waiting for the sun.

P.S. i am miserable.

DX

Song-15

Look up, the stars are fading
And I am still here waiting
To see you again
Be with you my friend

When the moon is gone forever
I hope you're up there somewhere
I'll see you again
Be with you my friend

'Cause all the roads they lead to where you are
And all the streetlights shine like they were stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Look out across the water
Faces of lonely daughters and mothers who care
But just can't be there
Swear that I will see you someday
I have to find a way
To show you I care
Even if you're not there

So I'm following the road to where you are
(Meet you tonight on top of)
The streetlights they will guide me to the stars
That's where you are

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

My heart is empty without you
Sometimes you don't know what you do
And I need you tonight
I'll fall asleep and it's alright
Close my eyes and I'll be by your side

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
And we can do anything,
We can be anything
I'll meet you tonight on top of the world
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

Let's spend tonight on top of the world
(On top of the world)
As real as it seems,
You're only in my dreams

P.S. good song for a mortified soul.

DX

joyful

i got money now, so can buy shoes. but now the shoes around are like so fouled up. so i am sad. and my sole is wider than it should be, meaning shoes that fit me nicely goes outta shape sooner.

can anyone help me?

DX