See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She breaks down - breaks down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now
Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll break down - It's fake now
Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She breaks down - breaks down
Going through the motions and holding onto hopes
and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown
Will you, will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?
Yesterday! Yesterday!
Yesterday! Yesterday!
This time, I'm sorry
This time, I'm sorry
This time, this time, I'm sorry for this time
This time, this time, I'm sorry
This time I'm sorry!
Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Will you, Will you be here tomorrow?
So Will You, you remember yesterday?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
So Will You?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
Will you?
P.S. will you?
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
stop
i'm going to put all stops to any advances or part thereof (though not highly applicable here) that i have made thus far or are making. it is with regards to someone that i like/ love. letting go is that hardest thing. i have to do this as to tell me too ease my mind, and focus on the issue at hand. that is, studies and studying. i've got to motivate myself, and concentrate. who knows, if it is meant to be, the two of us may even carry on our friendship (or what that is left of it, currently) in the future.
DX
DX
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Trixie
i like trixie, or christina ricci (the actress who portrayed trixie in the movie). she is really very and abosolutely cute. her hair is nice, and it fits her facial features perfectly. hope you agree with me.
DX
Friday, May 16, 2008
thought-01
cocky people should just take a bow and take a hike. not that they think that taking a bow is below them. look beyond, see the light. when you don't know anything about a certain subject, don't act that you know. it shows that you are shallow. that alone tells people around you that you crave attention. in addition, do not give those that you really dislike (or percieved to be disliking) that kind of condescending look. it shows that you are intolerant. no one will get far, considering the fact that asid individual(s) are intolerant.
never in my life have i met someone who is cocky. and now i know what it is that makes such people being hated. those around such indiviuals tolerate. a lot. humility is the key to anything in life, as i'vealways thought. i'm not humble. which is why i do not go far in life. however, the difference between you and me is that i know that. self-awareness is something you do not and will not, or rather, never have. you need something that is so immensely embarassing to let you realise that you are nothing. well, you are something, alright. someone worse than me, something lesser than a nobody.
DX
never in my life have i met someone who is cocky. and now i know what it is that makes such people being hated. those around such indiviuals tolerate. a lot. humility is the key to anything in life, as i'vealways thought. i'm not humble. which is why i do not go far in life. however, the difference between you and me is that i know that. self-awareness is something you do not and will not, or rather, never have. you need something that is so immensely embarassing to let you realise that you are nothing. well, you are something, alright. someone worse than me, something lesser than a nobody.
DX
Thursday, May 15, 2008
empty
i'm empty. like a lifeless shell i carry on with my day-to-day activities. i need to break free.
DX
DX
Monday, May 12, 2008
anger
i want some individual in my class to rot. not just in hell, but also during that person's every living moment. i just don't like that person, and i can feel that the feeling is mutual. which is good. i really want a certain day of triumph, a certain hour of reckoning, a cetain moment of revelation that i can show my dislike for that individual. when that happens, it is going to be ugly.
while attempting to do some exercise this morning, during physical ed. class, this particular song kept echoing at the back of my head. it is titled 'Sick Sad Little World', and i like it very much.
No, You're not the first to fall apart
But always the first one to complain
You better get careful or you'll compromise everything You are
The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said
he said
he said
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
I've never had unpaid confidantes
It's more than I would care to explain
But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame
The world is a joke when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said
he said
he said
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
P.S. to that individual, UP YOURS!
DX
while attempting to do some exercise this morning, during physical ed. class, this particular song kept echoing at the back of my head. it is titled 'Sick Sad Little World', and i like it very much.
No, You're not the first to fall apart
But always the first one to complain
You better get careful or you'll compromise everything You are
The world is a drought when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said
he said
he said
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
I've never had unpaid confidantes
It's more than I would care to explain
But I have an open door policy when it comes to blame
The world is a joke when out of love
Please come back to us
You're all of the above
I'm making a choice to be out of touch
Leave me be he said
he said
he said
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
Leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world
P.S. to that individual, UP YOURS!
DX
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Admiration
Could you move in slow motion?
Everything goes by so fast
Just slow down a little
Save the best part for last
You speak in riddles
Your intentions turn me on
I'm your's forever
Will you love me when I'm gone?
When I'm gone!
When I'm gone,
You're an unfenced fire!
(When I'm gone,)
Over walls we've trampled!
(When I'm gone,)
It's you I admire!
(When I'm gone,)
My living example...
Your eyes are an undiscovered ocean far away
Any minute now keeping
Both poets and priests at bay
Don't get ahead of me
Could we just this once see eye to eye?
Could you want perhaps me?
Ask me how it feels to vie
To vie!
You're an unfenced fire! (to vie)
Over walls we trampled! (to vie)
It's you I admire! (to vie)
My living example...
It's a photograph discovered a decade after
It's a cannon blast disguised as a firecracker
It's enough to bring a brick wall to its knees
And sing, please
Could you move in slow motion?
Everything goes by so fast
Just slow down a little
Save the best part for last
For last!
You're an unfenced fire! (for last)
Over walls we trampled! (for last)
It's you I admire! (for last)
My living example...
My living example...
It's you I admire!!
My living example
P.S. it's you i love and admire. my living example.
DX
Everything goes by so fast
Just slow down a little
Save the best part for last
You speak in riddles
Your intentions turn me on
I'm your's forever
Will you love me when I'm gone?
When I'm gone!
When I'm gone,
You're an unfenced fire!
(When I'm gone,)
Over walls we've trampled!
(When I'm gone,)
It's you I admire!
(When I'm gone,)
My living example...
Your eyes are an undiscovered ocean far away
Any minute now keeping
Both poets and priests at bay
Don't get ahead of me
Could we just this once see eye to eye?
Could you want perhaps me?
Ask me how it feels to vie
To vie!
You're an unfenced fire! (to vie)
Over walls we trampled! (to vie)
It's you I admire! (to vie)
My living example...
It's a photograph discovered a decade after
It's a cannon blast disguised as a firecracker
It's enough to bring a brick wall to its knees
And sing, please
Could you move in slow motion?
Everything goes by so fast
Just slow down a little
Save the best part for last
For last!
You're an unfenced fire! (for last)
Over walls we trampled! (for last)
It's you I admire! (for last)
My living example...
My living example...
It's you I admire!!
My living example
P.S. it's you i love and admire. my living example.
DX
Friday, May 9, 2008
Song-20
Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it
Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing
Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
P.S.
DX
For me to take what's mine, until the end of time?
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design
Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
Something would go wrong,
Before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
Conjuring her deepest fears
Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it, eat it, eat it
She was never this good in bed
Even when she was sleepin'
Now she's just so perfect I've
Never been quite so fucking deep in
It goes on, and on, and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
With a fountain to spray on your youth whenever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
Now possibilities I'd never considered,
Are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
To repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved
Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears
Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it, eat it, eat it
Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave
I gotta make up for what I've done
'Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
While you burned in hell, no peace forever
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I'll grant you one chance)
And if it's not enough
(If it's not enough, If it's not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again
We're coming back, coming back
We'll live forever, live forever
Let's have wedding, have a wedding
Let's start the killing, start the killing
Do you take this man in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(Yes, I do.)
Do you take this woman in death for the rest of your unnatural life?
(I do)
I now pronounce you...
'Cause I really always knew that my little crime
Would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
And I know, I know it's not your time
But bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
You think it's over but it's just begun
But baby don't cry
You had my heart, at least for the most part
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let's make a new start
'Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry
P.S.
DX
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Song-19
Blink and you miss a beat
Keep one of your eyes open at all times
Think that you're on the brink
The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan
Consequence you'll see will be stranger
Than a gang of drunken mimes
Situation has a stink
Better clear the air before your son becomes a man
Before your son becomes a man
Blink everything's been augmented
You’ve been left so far behind
I think fo'sho next time
You should wear a pair of eyes
In the back of your head
Consequence you've seen
Has been stranger than sci-fi of any kind
Situation baffles me
I guess it's true you too are one Of
The walking dead
You better think fast, think fast
Cause you never know
What’s coming around the bend
You better not blink or breathe
For consequence is a bigger word than you think
It's bigger than you or me
You or me
You or me
You or me
You better think fast, think fast
Cause you never know
What’s coming around the bend
You better not blink or breathe
For consequence is a bigger word than you think
It’s bigger than you or me
You or me
You or me
P.S. i don't know what to say. i can't say anything. everything that i'm going to say, if any, has no effect whatsoever. i hate myself. for getting me into such a mess i'm in currently. i just hope that i can find some form of motivation. wish you were here.
DX
Keep one of your eyes open at all times
Think that you're on the brink
The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan
Consequence you'll see will be stranger
Than a gang of drunken mimes
Situation has a stink
Better clear the air before your son becomes a man
Before your son becomes a man
Blink everything's been augmented
You’ve been left so far behind
I think fo'sho next time
You should wear a pair of eyes
In the back of your head
Consequence you've seen
Has been stranger than sci-fi of any kind
Situation baffles me
I guess it's true you too are one Of
The walking dead
You better think fast, think fast
Cause you never know
What’s coming around the bend
You better not blink or breathe
For consequence is a bigger word than you think
It's bigger than you or me
You or me
You or me
You or me
You better think fast, think fast
Cause you never know
What’s coming around the bend
You better not blink or breathe
For consequence is a bigger word than you think
It’s bigger than you or me
You or me
You or me
P.S. i don't know what to say. i can't say anything. everything that i'm going to say, if any, has no effect whatsoever. i hate myself. for getting me into such a mess i'm in currently. i just hope that i can find some form of motivation. wish you were here.
DX
Friday, May 2, 2008
birthday
today's my birthday. not alot of people remembered, but it is alright. cos that really made me happy. by 'that' that special someone to me remembered, and what's so significant is that that someone was the first to text me with that special someone's birtday wishes to me. at that point in time, i only felt one thing: it doesn't matter if the whole world doesn't care or remember, the only thing that matters to me is that you care. it makes me really happy. i love you.
DX
DX
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